what was it he was trying to hide
He was saying something or he lied

His eyes were deep like ocean filled with water
As if he had seen many men being slaughtered

Faith on God was funny thing for him
He used to laugh when I said it's a sin

I wish I could find Path to his sorrow
but that road was dark and it was narrow

generous heart filled with pain
I saw him once singing in rain

he was a true friend sharing his last bread
He was known among enemies and they were scared

He never prayed but used to watch dieing sun
As if Catholic man doing his daily confession

His love "Veenat" left him and it was mystery
He couldn't escape from shadows of his history

He cared about weak and it was his fight
It was absurd cause he never believed in wrong and right

His strength was unbreakable , Fighting till he is alone
He kneeled down when all that he build up was fallen

Bruises of his heart he was trying to hide
For Last time when I met him, with moist eyes he smiled and said good bye

Na Manziloin ki fikar na Tufanoin ka khoif
Kuch sarfire chalate hai iss kadar
bahot aasan hai suraj ko sametana
uhi nahi wo jaa baitha hai oodhar
hosale kam nahi hote dabane se
shole bhadak uthate hai sulgane se
To be continued......

दीवारों पे लिखे नामों को मिटाना आ गया
मुह्हबते गम मैं मुस्कुराना आ गया

कुछ पूछे log , वजह ख़ामोशी की
हर pal नया बहाना बनाना आ गाया

हर din नए खुशियों की रिश्वत diaya करते है
हमें बुझे से दिल को बहलाना आ गया

इतने झूठ देखे के अपनों पर बरोसा नहीं रहा
आज किसी anjaan chehare par ऐतबार करना आ गया

hatoin की lakiroin को mitana नामुनकिन howa करता है
magar bighade takdiroin ko sawarana aa gaya

sacchai kahain magar log bardashta nahi karate
abhi jhoothe labjoin main sacchai jatana aa gaya

पहेले डरा कराती थी मुश्किलें rahon से सोनी
अब शोलें राहगुजर का मजा लेना आ गया

बद-गुमानिसे chale jaate hai wo मैफिलसे, Jaise kuch hova hi nahi
Hum ne kaha muhabaat hai,wo kahete hai kuch hova hi nahi

kaise chupate hai jazbaat Jo aankhose उतर aate hai
इन् aasoo-o-par गौर ho, kaise maane ke kuch hova hi nahi

बड़े नाजोंसे jhooth kahete hai सच्चाई परस्त लोग yahaa
Pal pal khuda badal jate hai, aur kuch hova hi nahi

Hammari ख्वाइशे puri ho,kisi ka gala ghotakar
Kisi ki zindgi jaye to jaye , Aur kuch hova hi nahi

Tere chunese shole-se badhak jate hai seene mai

Hum jal kar खाक ho gaye Aur kuch hova hi नहीं

सोनी kare paar har hadd-e-diwanigi ko

माहि rahe bekhabar , Aur kuch hova hi nahi

Sombody tell me title for it

Kuch Koshishe yun huan karti hain
Jo aasmano ko chuva karti hain
Kuch gustakhiyan yun huan karti hai
Jo tere aakho se aasoo piya karti hai

Hum Kya nibhayein wafa-ae-Rasm ko
ye hamari dhadkano se juda karti hai

Teri panahon main mile dushmano ko bhi jagah
Kuch boolandiyan aise bhi hua karti hai

Jale suraj kisi aur ke liye kahi aur
Kuch zindagiyan aise bhi fana hua karti hai

I wrote this poetry when I read 'Blind faith' from Sourav C. Pandey. I thought that poetry was incomplete and it should have ended in positive manner so I tried to write further. But I ended it in sorrow. I love happy endings but I did not know why I wrote sad ending for this poetry. I wish I could write as good as Sourav.
This is further to blind faith

And even though I can't feel

Somehow I still b.e.l.i.e.v.e

I wander in darkness for search of light

I know I will reach but doesn’t feel right

Dark cloud of doubt covers my heart

Mind keeps telling , take a new start

Why can't i get rid off, Dam this blindfold

I feel every faces, crocked and sold

I whisper to my God and prayed in darkness

show me light Ohh light goddess

Its a dark well, nowhere to go

I screamed 'please somebody show'

Suddenly someone pulls me out of well

And path toward light is revealed

He unfolds blindfold from my eyes

All my real past faith turns into lies

I love my angel who showed me light

Oh my love I never letting you go out of my sight

his eyes became mine And truth became his word

line between wrong and right became blured

oneday an enemy brings out a magical mirror

showing it to me, sayin "I am ur savior"

Mirror had a image of blind girl

Whose eyes were bleeding, covered with blindfold

suddenly my heart felt jerk of fear

I fell down, nobody was near

what was my love and where it went

lost in time , Into long heartache

now i don’t trust on things I see

I forgot the love, how it used to feel

Shutting all my doors, my heart was sealed

Grief and sorrow with what I am filled

but there is light inside my heart, Saying ‘ I live’

I know I will find you, this belief stayed still